starburst

yay i just created a new playlist! house/progressive house/indie house/whatever shit i like yeah u better listen to it now!!!!! *presses play 4 u*

☄ from Seeminng on 8tracks Radio.

abusing my fisheye lens

I look damn Malay here bc of the filter 

love my friends. my Mexicans. yes we are not bgngu anymore. we've morphed into another species w a diff nationality. I am salsa, jt is jalapeño, nat is nacho, nix is nopalitos, cleo is churros and chiam is caviar. 10 points to gryffindor if you spotted the pattern!! 

k pls I know the names are damn lame HAHAHA but we are so full of shit it's no surprise. thanks for that night because they made me laugh like crazy (don't underestimated 'like crazy') despite me feeling like ultimate crap. the best part was they weren't even trying because they didn't know I was sad. love spending time w them /mushy/ :-)

and this! I miss the clique already :-(. wished a's didn't have to separate everyone. wished I could still relive the golden times. 

things that made my night

these pictures sum up the reasons why I've been chuckling secretly to my phone in macs alone the whole night. trying to conceal your laughter is a skill few acquire ok. 

awww hehehe I want to keep that last photo forever (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

lost in empty pillow talk again

need to keep telling myself:

to breathe, to live, and not despair. 

you make me feel alive

impure

sometimes I wonder why people cling on so tightly for something that is already lost, for the bitter feeling of capturing an empty heart is far worse than the emptiness stemming from the physical absence itself. 

for the indie soul

"you were a stranger in my phonebook i was acting like i knew cause i had nothing to lose"

"well baby I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new"

"together we saw the end in sight, im tired of fighting the good fight"

"only you can be the aching in my heart; my enemy/ the only animal I couldn't fight"

"that kind of luxe just ain't for us/ we crave a different kind of buzz"

"dont you think that it's boring how people talk/ making smart with their words again"

"im sick of words that hang above my head"

"don't ever resent a letter inside a single word written"

"how optimism led me astray"

hi lovelies!! 

on monday my og mates (er..... only 3 of them to be exact HAHA), hevina's classmates and i went over to her house to surprise her for her birthday! the entire surprise was planned by hevina's mum. ain't that super sweet?!?!? not forgetting that it's only a month plus to a's... :")

we made a guy dress up as a fairy and greet Hevina when she opened her room door. he was supposed to say something like "I am your fairy godmother and I'm here to grant you your wishes" and we all spring out and shout happy birthday. 

but he didn't........ and Hevina was like "wtf where's the rest?!??" HAHAHHAHA. and she found us hiding outside her room toilet. failed surprise ttm but it was still fun!!

her room and her house is sooooo big and nicely decorated though. really. I wonder why we didn't sleep over at her house during orientation period??! 

proceeded downstairs and ate/drank. her mum prepared all the food and they were all damn exotic and cool?!?!?! not Indian at all ok??!??? 

we had like bruschetta, nachos, lasagne, pasta salad w broccoli, thin crust pizza, Greek garden salad. AND THEY WERE ALL DAMN GOOODDDDD like better than restaurant standards. best mum ever hahaha. 

plus hev's bro made jelly shots. her mum served us this mint lime alcohol drink which was super nice?! HAHA. the tiramisu cake had freaking strong rum in it. so we basically kept drinking/consuming alcohol the entire night. the selection of alcohol was quite vast also man. 

but I was quite quiet during the party (as compared to my high self LOL) bc I couldn't match up with the arts fac kids OTL HAHAHAHHA. they have a different type of humor. and my English is so horriblez walao didn't want to make myself look extra bad. hahahahahhahaha nah but they're rly cool kids :-) 

cut the birthday cake and I went home shortly after!! didn't take much pictures cause of bad lighting and... I didn't rly have anybody to take pictures with HAHAHAHHAH #lonermin #dontjudgeme 

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this is random but omg should I get this for prom?????? it's from newlook so the risk of outfit clashing is sky high. and the price is like $139 ~_~ 

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finally went on a date again with my boy on Sunday!!! 

even tho we only went to westmall........ LOL I still enjoyed it a lot heheh. 

don't judge us pls I know westmall is damn ~lol~ HAHAH. we were like arguing where to go cause the lazybum wanted to go somewhere near while I wanted to go somewhere nice. 

but I lost anyway sob I always do HAHAHA. 

watched Rush!!! and it was good!!! we bought the tix for exclusive seats. is it called exclusive seats? but it's the row behind couple seats with reclinable back and leg rest!! but we could've just bought the cheaper couple seat tix instead (and hop over to the exclusive seats when nobody's looking) cause the theatre was so empty lol. 

yaaay rly hapz that I got to spend a day with him ヽ(愛´∀｀愛)ノ

don't know when's the next time we'll meet/go on a proper date again (´∩｀。) just want to get a's done and over with so I can have more time for everyone again! :-)

(working this thurs @ cck 5-10pm & next fri @ cine 7pm-12am come visit me!! hehe can't wait to cab back w my bb who will be working at seventh heaven next fri and go to our fave sweechoon for some dimsum supper muahahah)