Every time a quarrel will end with me keeping silent, giving cold replies because I would be weeping from anger/grief.

I would just shut up. And cry to myself. And that will be when you feel you shouldn't have stooped so low.
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Just hold me and soothe me by stroking my back, telling me that things will be alright soon and you'll be with me forever. Telling me that it would be you and me against the world.