don't read this post

I kinda just really want to post a blog entry but I have nothing to talk about. I also have no pictures. 

so there. 

here's something to proof my existence, in case you were starting to ponder since hell week just past. I am growing increasingly lazy as the end approaches. I don't even want (take note: it's a 'want', not a 'feel') to study for my physics paper 3 later. I'm still on my bed. at 10am. compare this to the me when a's just started: wake up at 7, leave house at 9 to study in school for an afternoon paper. hahahaha. 

I really really want to post a picture to complete this post but I have none....... ok here's one from my sister's wedding. 

~just~ in case u missed my spastic face. 

and recently I drove myself crazy lol. I would just lie in bed and start imagining stuff that weren't even going to happen (eg no premonitions whatsoever). most of the times they were quite intense and horrible i would just cry and be soooooooooo upset about it. fucking crazy but I guess it's my hormones acting up ~_~ please donut judge me I am very stressed out at the moment I do stupid stuff like this. 

guess I found something to talk about and a picture to post eventually. hahahah ok off to eat ma bfast!