fear crashing in like waves as the day approaches. yet some people still don't get it.
I have no time for your drama, your incessant whining, your constant crave for my undivided attention. why are people so insistent of demanding my time from myself, when I have better things to worry about. I have no time to share your worries and sorrows. don't expect me to sympathize with you when you can't understand my predicament...
please let me have my own time. I will be okay pretty soon. in about 3 weeks.
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I agree that I might just be a little too harsh. I agree that I'm stupid for pushing everyone away. but I'll worry about my contradictions after 27th november.
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I wish I can isolate myself forever. I abhor human interaction now. I detest feelings. not of my own but of others which I must take care of. I want to be on my own. I want to walk the earth for no one but myself.
life is so much simpler this way.

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