Nicky Romero

le bored me at work and the lovely best bud who came over to find me. shopped like mad and I got so tired I was begging to head home hahahaha. 

these were from Friday night @ Zouk. Nicky Romero spun that night and honestly, it was one of the best nights ever. can't believe the cover charge was so cheap as compared to afrojack (when romero's even better imo). tho I didn't pay for entrance haha. 

it was a very dramatic night. lol. i scolded a lot of strangers and I got scolded back as well LOL. I am just really vulgar when I'm high and I don't like that at all..... 

I wasn't drunk but I cried. idky la but when I saw Izzuan I just cried. like some baby. I was just really sad and angry that night. maybe I cried cause we kinda argued a few days before. maybe I was just rly relieved to be back in his arms again after so long. he feels like home. maybe I cried cause I was too stressed these few days. maybe I cried because... pms. 

but secretly I am crying everyday. I cry a lot. ever so easily. I feel so sad everyday. I kind of know the reason but I just don't want to admit it, even to myself? lol. I really feel so, so, so broken. 

I wished someone could save me. 

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I want to start over. 

this time 

we'll make things right. 

we'll take our time.